Each Christmases I have experience is unique in a special way. I don’t know if its a grave sin to compare it but I don’t see the point of comparison. I may not give justice if I start writing notes to contemplate on my experiences. Anyway my Christmas for this year is quiet different.
I feel ambivalent this holiday season. I miss my grandmother who was with us last year. I never thought it would be her last. I would not appreciate her presence if she was still alive but nevertheless I was happy being part of her life.
There are things that have changed along the way. Change may either boosts your ego or destroy you completely leaving you in the forlorn of bleakness. But that’s the reality of life. I got to face it to move on, just like a kite going against the wind in order for it to soar high. I may sound empirical but of course I would not like history to repeat itself. Life will be a total boredom.
Have a Blessed Merry Christmas to everyone.
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